Grieving The Old
by Nathalie Revin Roth
9/19/20231 min read
You are standing at a threshold between the old version in the shadow, and the new you in the light.
Between a known place of discomfort and nothingness and a shiny new one, unknown but full of love.
As you start to feel some of that love penetrating your soul as the first welcome home parade, the darkness is trying to keep you with it, as a last attempt to break you.
If you need to cry to grieve that you from the past, please do so. Allow yourself this recognition. Heal this part of yourself, as you experienced so much together and shared so many tears of desperation.
This is the time to finalize your grief because you are ready to step into a version of yourself that will transcend all.
You don't know what is coming.
That's the final testing before it all changes.
You must jump with Faith and confidence into the light. Let its warmth welcome you; learn the feeling of discovery and being mesmerized by the source.
You want to keep going into this transformational journey; you want to be reunited with your true self, then it requires one last action: to enter light with Faith in this unknown, because the more you are going to be in this light that is blinding you now, the more you are going to see clearer, like fog dissipating to reveal all the easy beauties surrounding you.
So grieve properly your old version as it deserves your love, and step into the light with confidence because we are always guiding you with love.