Bleeding Hope

Today, you are bleeding hope for a long-gone version of who you were.

That part was helpful at some point, but since you have evolved into the actual new version, there's no need to hold onto it. You already grieved that self. Stay onto the actual one who still searches all her genuine parts. 

We see your conflicts as you wonder about your choices.

Questioning is good, but do not overthink it. There's no perfect path chosen; in fact, such a notion doesn't belong in the vastness of the Universe, as all actions taken happen for a reason.

Only on this Earth does such a concept exist, but know that its function is to confuse the mind, to prevent any from the truth, and to lose you into some damaging and lonely limbos.

As chaos is part of life itself, perfection cannot exist. So do not try to restrain this new you from doing what feels right according to your heart's voice. There will be mistakes, and wrong turns, and only that way you can know what is aligned with where you are at a specific moment.

Whenever something feels true to do or to explore, you owe to your true self to pursue it no matter the outcome, which will always be for the better of your path, anyway.

Please trust this natural process and follow your heart wherever it takes you.